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behind my eyes

by Lalin St Juste

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1.
The world suddenly disappears Suspended No one’s here Take my hand Don’t hide behind The illusion of time This is real Let the rain Wash our fears away We’re safe in the warmth Of what we feel I curled up inside The idea of you Nestled into words That lifted me into you I was looking for something to hold on to I felt renewed Take my hand Don’t hide behind The illusion of time This is real Let the rain Wash our fears away We’re safe In the warmth Of what we feel ‘Cause I’m ready to love you
2.
free fall 03:00
I’m in love with you But I’ll hurt you If you stick around I’m in love with you But I’ll hurt you Once you hit the ground I want you but not the way you need it I want you but I’m feeling so defeated I need you is what I’ve been pleading But I know I’ve got to let you go No peace of mind Trying to make you mine Running out of time I gotta open my eyes To understand why I’m leaving this behind I want you but not the way you need it I want you but I’m feeling so defeated I need you is what I’ve been pleading But I know I’ve got to let you go Can’t take what I think will break me As i’m falling free between you and me This destiny bleeds from my broken dreams I’m hoping to see the silver lining I want you but not the way you need it I want you but I’m feeling so defeated I need you is what I’ve been pleading But I know I’ve got to let you go
3.
scar 03:39
Parts of me are here Lost among the leaves Maybe it’s just nothing Maybe it’s just me Unknown to myself Way too many suns How have we begun To sing our last song Along the way My heart fell apart I search for answers Gaze at my scars real hard Along the way I see Who I’m meant to be It’s a scary thing When you are opening… Wide Along the way My heart fell apart I search for answers Gaze at my scars real hard It’s okay, let your heart break
4.
sideways 03:30
I guess I’m sideways Guess I’ll stay this way With the rain falling upwards Falling up to my face Oh, go slow Oh, go slow Up underneath me High in the depths of me Sighs drift slowly I listen softly Oh, go slow Oh, go slow Lonely nights fall to my feet Flowers bloom inside of me All this rain leaves me lush and green it’s ok if there’s no gravity I guess I’m sideways Guess I’ll stay this way With the rain falling up Go slow

credits

released November 5, 2021

rough sketch of love:
Vocals & Acoustic Guitar: Lalin St Juste
Synth Bass: Kevin McCann
EBow Guitar: Kevin McCann
Strings Composed and Performed by: Kristina Dutton

free fall:
Vocals: Lalin St Juste
Drum Programming and Synths – Lalin St Juste
Additional Drum Programming and Synths: Kevin McCann
Live Drums: Lisa Schonberg
12-String Acoustic Guitar: Andrew Vait
Bass: Doug Stuart

scar:
Vocals: Lalin St Juste
Drum Programming and Synths – Lalin St Juste
Live Drums: Lisa Schonberg
Bass, Keys, & Synths – Doug Stuart
Sideways:
Vocals & Acoustic Guitar – Lalin
Vibraphone – Chase Jackson
Synths & Bass – Kevin McCann

All songs written and composed by Lalin St. Juste
Produced by: Lalin St. Juste, Kevin McCann, & Courtney Fairchild
Engineered and mixed by Kevin McCann.
Recorded at Zoo Labs, Oakland, CA.

Mastered by Bijan Sharifi

Album Design: Sudie Wentling


Lalin St. Juste Thanks: ZooLabs, Yerba Buena Festival, my mother Louise St Juste, the rest of family - both blood and chosen, Courtney, Kevin, and Dan for helping me with this project and last, but not least, my ancestors.

www.lalinstjuste.com

© 7000COILS 2021

(p) 7000COILS
Published by Full Thought Publishing

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Lalin St. Juste Oakland, California

Lalin St. Juste's roots meet at the crossroads of the Western world. She dances as sounds slither in her mouth; painting the world with words birthed from a spirit veined with ancestral magic. Commonly described as "mesmerizing" and "hypnotizing" when she performs, St. Juste shifts the atmosphere with her voice, inviting you into her cosmic underworld. ... more

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